And now Im that little lame balloonman,
all knobbled feet and goat face.
I twist balloon animals from discarded condoms to make
a Durex poodle and a Trojan horse.
I offer them freely, hoping for nothing
more than a smile to steal, but no
one smiles anymore.
I steel at autumn, the winter-come-lately,
and lounge stiff against a light-and-ice pole.
I see him there, Ginsberg, shivering man of rags, and he
leers the old man at the chessboard, the one playing with no partner,
the one tasting the king and swallowing a pawn.
Who is waiting for whom, I wonder?
They both look hungry.
I startle as the Great Figure rolls a quiet, ruby
Cook em fore theyre fully grown
Sucklin pigs and tender meats
Til theyre fallin off the bone.
Curst, that wicked, evil crone,
Who hexed my foods, breads to beets.
Cook em, for theyre fully grown;
Stare as each one shifts to stone.
Roast beef ashes and depletes,
Til theyre fallen off the bone.
Left to live on sweets alone
Cookied men, my favrite treats.
(Cook em fore theyre fully grown.)
Years find me glycemic prone,
Boilin sores from toes to teats,
Til theyre fallin off the bone.
Slowly, my true fi
I imagine
your touch,
a tender skin only barely
hiding cold, jagged glass.
I exult in your caress,
though you shiver
and draw away.
I hearandtasteandsmell
the saccharine on your voice,
the kind reserved for
confection and antifreeze,
as you apologize yourself
away from me.
We seek in sames and opposites,
like Orion chasing Scorpio
chasing Orion.
You fear me your poison,
but I want you to sting me,
to drain that toxin and empty yourself.
Fill me to the eyes with it,
that you might again become Pisces,
become Virgo,
become Gemini.
So
collapse this world between us;
well compact it,
crush it into nothing,
n
To the women
who screeched ancient and invented curses at me,
who broke open my brain and crossed every wire,
who clawed out their insides and pitched them at me,
who snapped off their nails deep under my skin,
who tackled and bit and
wore me out like a double-sided condom,
Thank you.
&
It went well, I think, I said, almost breathless as I hurried down the sidewalk, precariously balancing my cellphone in the crook of my neck as I tried to fish the bus schedule out of my briefcase. My girlfriend was talking excitedly in my ear, barely audible above the din of schoolchildren shouting and playing around her. I told her Id call her after my other interviews were over, and quickly stuffed the bus schedule into the crook of my arm. I reached the bus stop, set my briefcase down on the bench, and said I love you, and Goodbye, before snapping my phone shut and slipping it into my pocket.
And now Im that little lame balloonman,
all knobbled feet and goat face.
I twist balloon animals from discarded condoms to make
a Durex poodle and a Trojan horse.
I offer them freely, hoping for nothing
more than a smile to steal, but no
one smiles anymore.
I steel at autumn, the winter-come-lately,
and lounge stiff against a light-and-ice pole.
I see him there, Ginsberg, shivering man of rags, and he
leers the old man at the chessboard, the one playing with no partner,
the one tasting the king and swallowing a pawn.
Who is waiting for whom, I wonder?
They both look hungry.
I startle as the Great Figure rolls a quiet, ruby
Cook em fore theyre fully grown
Sucklin pigs and tender meats
Til theyre fallin off the bone.
Curst, that wicked, evil crone,
Who hexed my foods, breads to beets.
Cook em, for theyre fully grown;
Stare as each one shifts to stone.
Roast beef ashes and depletes,
Til theyre fallen off the bone.
Left to live on sweets alone
Cookied men, my favrite treats.
(Cook em fore theyre fully grown.)
Years find me glycemic prone,
Boilin sores from toes to teats,
Til theyre fallin off the bone.
Slowly, my true fi
I imagine
your touch,
a tender skin only barely
hiding cold, jagged glass.
I exult in your caress,
though you shiver
and draw away.
I hearandtasteandsmell
the saccharine on your voice,
the kind reserved for
confection and antifreeze,
as you apologize yourself
away from me.
We seek in sames and opposites,
like Orion chasing Scorpio
chasing Orion.
You fear me your poison,
but I want you to sting me,
to drain that toxin and empty yourself.
Fill me to the eyes with it,
that you might again become Pisces,
become Virgo,
become Gemini.
So
collapse this world between us;
well compact it,
crush it into nothing,
n
To the women
who screeched ancient and invented curses at me,
who broke open my brain and crossed every wire,
who clawed out their insides and pitched them at me,
who snapped off their nails deep under my skin,
who tackled and bit and
wore me out like a double-sided condom,
Thank you.
&
HaikuWriMo 2007
October First
an autumn shower
the gentle patter
of old footsteps
October Second
thick cloud blankets
roll through my window
groggy morning
October Third
my bleary eyes
greeted by the morning sun
a deer in headlight
October Fourth
Ms. Housecat prowls
my grassy back yard
her tiny jungle
October Fifth
falling all around
summer's going-away bash
confetti leaves
October Sixth
a constellation
playing connect-the-dots
with the sky's freckles
October Seventh
close the curtains
and pretend to be gone
Winter's coming
October Eighth
unhappy sky,
don't spit in my ey
Young Soseki stood in the quiet courtyard, perched atop a short pole. His bare feet made subtle shifts against the wood as he maintained his balance. With only a plain-looking jinbei on and his arms slightly outstretched for balance, he looked like a scarecrow that had lost its field. The setting sun's last rays were beginning to evaporate, and the sweeping calm of dusk was all around. The sound of slow, trickling water was interrupted by a sudden tonk as the shishi odoshi pivoted and spilled its collected water, but Soseki was unaware. Despite outward appearances, the boy was actually meditating.
For most, meditation was something done whil
Charity strode confidently down the hallway. Her short heels clicked quietly off the floor, filling the Pentagon corridor with a soft rhythm. She was pretty and powerful-looking, her tidy brown hair tied securely into a bun, her sharp glasses framing her alert eyes. Although she had been a somewhat outcast and mousy girl in school, she had grown into a professional and attractive woman. As men and women passed her in the hallway, some slowed, offering, Afternoon, Ms. Hale! or How are you, Ms. Director? She smiled and greeted those who greeted her, but left no opportunity for small talk as she continued walking down